Jonathan Alexander Alvarez

HEY JAY IM SOORY I HAVENT BEEN BY HERE FOR A MINT. BUT U KNOW ALL THE THINGS THATS BEEN HAPPENING . BUT U KNOW UR IN MY HEART I MISS U SO MUCH I REALLY DO HATE THE WEEKENDS I MISS BE WITH ON FRIDAY AND SATURDAYS. IVE BEEN REALLY DOWN I STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS SHIT HAPPEN TO U ! WELL MY LOVE IM DEDC. U THIS SONG AND I MEAN EVERY WORD THIS SONG I DEDC. TO MY FATHER ALSO NOW U GUYS R MY SHINNY LIGHT AND MY ANGELS PLS. TAKE OF US

         

                                            I LOVE YOU

                                                 MELISSALYSSARA

 

Sorry I never told you, all I wanted to say.
Now it's too late to hold you,
'cause you've gone away, so far away..

Never had I imagined,
living without your smile.
Feeling and knowing you hear me,
It keeps me alive,
Alive..

And I know you're your shining down on me from heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way.
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day..

Darling I never showed you.
Assumed you'd always be there.
Took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

And I know you're your shining down on me from heaven,


Like so many friends we've lost along the way.
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day..

Although the sun will shine the same,
I'll always look to a brighter day.
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep,
You will always listen as I pray..

And I know you're your shining down on me from heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way.
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day..

And I know you're your shining down on me from heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way.
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day..

Sorry I never told you, all I wanted to say..

wow i remember last year when you turned 16 I took you to chili's just me and  you and we ate and had a couple blue long islands lol!! that wasa trip and then i went tothe bathroom and i told the waitress to bring you a cake and when we fiknished eating she surprised you... you were mad but you still loved it.. look at that smile i love you papo... only you know what i am g0oing through help me be strong and help me with my patience while i wait for change...muah oxoxo wink wink you know ...dale!!!

Jonathon i remember when we were little and we use to all play and you would always bug us girls... me , jenny, and geniece would be playing and you would come bother us... we miss it... 

  i cant believe that this is how i have to talk to you now ... there are so many thing i should have told you!!! i should have told you that i loved you and huged you... i should have talk to you mare... but i know that you know now... cus in the past few days i have been talking 2 you.... papa take care of your mommy and sisters... jenny misses you more everyday... and i have no idea how your mommy is doing cus she keeps it in...  i love you and i will always be talking to you... maybe one day you can anwser back... muah baby cus

 

HEY LIL PIMP I MISS U PROMISE... I DONT STOP THINKING ABOUT U PAPO... I DONT STOP THINKING OF UR CHANGES IN LIFE AND THAT THE LAST TIME I SAW U WE TRIED TO SAY BUY SO FAST...WELL ME AND JANELLY TALKED THE OTHER DAY AND WE'RE GOING TO CATCH UP ON OLD TIMES PLS BE THERE IN OUR PRESENCE WE WILL NEED U TO MAKE US LAUGH A LITTLE OK PIPO..

MISS U LOTS

damn homie, what can i say? i seen you go through big changes. i remember having you for Ms.Cantillo class and you would always come in late or something, but no matter what, even with a refferal, you kept that smile of yours. damn homie it really hurts to see you go, there's alot of fake ass ppl in this world..atleast you have an awesome mother who really loves  and cares for you.

If you ever read this message...know that i got madd love for you and dat u will stay wit me forever...you are one of the fewest G's ;)

dale homiee...stay up...