No words can ease the heartbreak,
no tears or memories can take
away the loss of one who's gone,
of one you've loved since he was born.



No one can help us while bereft
from grief that one we loved has left;
has travelled from where we could see
to where his heart and soul fly free.



So when we're able to, we dwell
on all the love we knew so well;
and know that God has taken home
the one He loaned us for so long.

JAY I LOVE YOU HERE'S A PIC OF US THE LAST ONE WE TOOK AND IN MY BABYSHOWER . I REMEMBER U ASK TIA WHAT WAS I HAVING AND  SHE SAID A GIRL AND THEN U SAID OKK ILL WEAR PINK! LOL

ONE MORE THING JONATHAN.

ur energy is so alive that it has been so hard to accept the fact that ur gone. ur with god watching over us and i know u will never let anything bad happen to any of us..I MISS U SO MUCH NO WORDS CAN EVER EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS..

JONATHAN..... I'LL NEVER FORGET HOW I KEPT MY JOB BECAUSE OF HIM. LOL!!! MY MANAGER LOVED EM LIKE JONATHAN WAS HIS KID. I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW HE WOULD COME TO THE HOUSE ALMOST EVERY DAY BACK IN THA DAYS AND JUST PLAY GAMES WITH MY BROTHER ...LOL BOTH HAD GLASSES BOTH WERE SOOO CHUBBY. ADORABLE!!!! AND HOW HE WOULD GET MAD... AND USE TO PROTECT ME FROM GUYS JUST LOOKIN AT ME, WHILE HE WAS JUST IN MY CAR GOING AND COMING BACK FROM WORK. HE WAS SOO CUTE BRO!! I LOVE YOU ALOT PAPI. I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. IM GLAD WE GOT CLOSE! I APPRECIATE EVERY MOMENT I WAS WITH YOU JUST REMEMBER YOUR ONE OF MY LIL ONES ALWAYS ANF FOREVER!!!!